{"id":2716,"date":"2024-05-01T12:21:37","date_gmt":"2024-05-01T18:21:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/?p=2716"},"modified":"2024-05-01T12:21:38","modified_gmt":"2024-05-01T18:21:38","slug":"survivors-guilt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/2024\/05\/01\/survivors-guilt\/","title":{"rendered":"Survivor\u2019s Guilt"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Residency:<br>A journey at full velocity;<br>Together,<br>Yet alone.<br><br>Every day,<br>I compare.<br>Am I meant for this place?<br><br>Colleagues with pagers buzzing:<br>No pulse,<br>No breath.<br>Tears concealed,<br>But recognized.<br><br>Meanwhile I sit.<br>No tears,<br>With pulse,<br>And breath.<br><br>Why does it sting,<br>When my calm and quiet days are right,<br>But feel wrong?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Residency:<br \/>\nA journey at full velocity;<br \/>\nTogether,<br \/>\nYet alone.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[232],"coauthors":[85],"class_list":["post-2716","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-literature","tag-housestaff-volume-5"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2716","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2716"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2716\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2717,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2716\/revisions\/2717"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2716"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2716"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2716"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/coauthors?post=2716"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}