{"id":3361,"date":"2021-03-06T22:14:00","date_gmt":"2021-03-07T05:14:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/?p=3361"},"modified":"2025-10-06T14:25:23","modified_gmt":"2025-10-06T20:25:23","slug":"everything-is-not-fine","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/2021\/03\/06\/everything-is-not-fine\/","title":{"rendered":"Everything Is (Not) Fine"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>\u201cDo you ever wish&#8221;<br>you were dead or<br>could disappear?\u201d<br>I ask patients,<br>but can\u2019t stop thinking<br>of my own answer:<br>Yes.<br>Medical school, where<br>everything is fine.<br>Smile. Read.<br>Be punctual.<br>Be perfect.<br>How easy.<br>Constant internal dialogue screams:<br>I am not enough,<br>not doing enough.<br>Everything is not fine.<br>And that is okay.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In the hospital all day, my partner ill each night.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,15],"tags":[332],"coauthors":[341],"class_list":["post-3361","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-literature","category-voices-from-the-wards","tag-wards-volume-3"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3361","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3361"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3361\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3362,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3361\/revisions\/3362"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3361"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3361"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3361"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/coauthors?post=3361"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}