{"id":3365,"date":"2021-03-06T22:16:00","date_gmt":"2021-03-07T05:16:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/?p=3365"},"modified":"2025-10-06T14:25:33","modified_gmt":"2025-10-06T20:25:33","slug":"helpless","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/2021\/03\/06\/helpless\/","title":{"rendered":"Helpless"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>It was my third day of third year and you sat across from me and told me all the ways you imagined killing yourself. You were my age. You told me about the loss you felt. You were in so much pain you couldn\u2019t find a reason to live for your son. I felt helpless.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In the hospital all day, my partner ill each night.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,15],"tags":[332],"coauthors":[338],"class_list":["post-3365","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-literature","category-voices-from-the-wards","tag-wards-volume-3"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3365","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3365"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3365\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3366,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3365\/revisions\/3366"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3365"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3365"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3365"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubor.med.utah.edu\/voices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/coauthors?post=3365"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}