Periviable. A 27-weeker with a TEF. He is the size of my hand; his chest and abdomen smaller than I can describe. His skin nearly see-through. Too unstable to move, his NICU bed becomes the OR. Small, precise movements. I’m scrubbed, but standing back. Breath held. The fellow and attending operate. Terrifying. Brilliant. Awe-inspiring. Alive.
Periviable, Literature by Jessie Smith, MD
Jessie Smith, MD
OB-GYN
A second year OB-GYN resident who frequently has to function at the ends of the emotional spectrum. Writing provides time to pause and process these emotions, as well as find joy and meaning amidst the chaos.
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