Despair

dimly lit and windowless, 
its plush, enveloping velvet furniture 
in bruised hues of purplish black
too cozy and familiar to leave 

now

enveloped in its weighted blankets 
of shame and hopelessness, 
the less convinced, the less certain they
become 
of the incandescent joy of life outside.

it is their comfort zone.

Kristen Durbin, MD

Triple Board

Kristen is a fourth-year Triple Board (pediatrics/adult psychiatry/child psychiatry) resident navigating her identities as a person and physician through writing and reflective practice.

Voices from the Housestaff:
2023, "Moving dirt"
2023, "Space"
2023, "Building rapport"
2022, "Directions"
2022, "First Date No. 3"
2022, "Notes on PPE"

Voices from the Residents:
2021, "point A to point B"
2021, "Despair" View more for Kristen Durbin, MD