Secondary Victims

No one talks about
the secondary trauma
of working in medicine,
living out worst nightmares,
day after day.

16 weeks pregnant,
Drops dead.
Presumed AFE.

Raped, miscarries.
Alone in the trauma bay.
A speculum exam
Traumatizes us both.

Walk back down the hall.
Plaster a smile to my face.
Don’t think.
Don’t process.
Just do.

Jessie Smith, MD

OB-GYN

A second year OB-GYN resident who frequently has to function at the ends of the emotional spectrum. Writing provides time to pause and process these emotions, as well as find joy and meaning amidst the chaos.

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