A Turn for the Worse

My stomach had blown up like a basketball. The discomfort was like previous episodes of constipation I have had as a result of Parkinson’s. A week ago, I had asked a fellow Parkinson’s patient how he got diagnosed. He said he had ten years of constipation, which turns out can be a serious complication of …

Romance and Medicine

“We need to talk” The attending said that before berating me “You’re never home” Reminder to send a referral to that nursing home “You’ve been so distant” My patient can’t travel from their rural home for treatment “I need more” My oncology patient begging for more time “Don’t you remember how it used to be?” …

Burnout

Head Trip

Space and a Half

“With fear, faith, and love, draw near.” This was sung before receiving

One Poke Away

I knock and introduce myself: — I’m here to draw your labs. — Count Dracula, come in, but say, How painful are your stabs? I tell him with a cheerful smile: — Most patients don’t complain, I do this everyday and so, Know how to find a vein. Big eyes stare up at me, Suspicion …

Opening the Door

It’s my first day working on the COVID ICU I have so many fears We know nothing about this disease I don my PAPR and do the safety checks I don’t believe in God, but I pray I will be safe I enter the anteroom, take a deep breath And open the door to the …

Battle of the Genes

Battle of the Genes written by John Tokle FADE IN: INT. UTERUS – DAY A fetus floats in amniotic fluid, weightless; gravity doesn’t seem to reach this aquatic world. It’s peaceful here. An umbilical cord spirals out to Earth, an entire dimension away. We zoom in. Cells dividing, migrating, amalgamating. An ambiguous lump takes shape; …

the plastibell

a pitcher plant luring its prey,