For My Doctor Partner
Day in and day out, You support me unconditionally throughout.

Day in and day out, You support me unconditionally throughout.
Between the whiteboard schedules and half-erased plans,
The hum of a finely tuned machine
His cries were strong, like when he raced out of the womb and into unsterility
Fleeting hope– will it ever escape
First week of medical school reproductive unit
The referral requests a small miracle: ICU, clots, comorbidities.
She looked to me With quiet apology, and Not a word spoken.
The sounds of machines begin beeping from the hall
Impatient rad read,
At the North end of the hall on the second-floor unit
It can’t be easy giving your heart away.
The day that I first witnessed
Tata, your prayer beads moved in your hands like quiet thunder,
Before I knew the language of medicine,
The pages I read.
To the mother whose child now lay on our table
Oh August’s sweet aftertaste,
Pluck the flower, Darling Boy, and tuck it behind your ear.
Today I biked past your bed on the 400 South exit off I-15, which takes impatient cars over the train tracks into downtown Salt Lake.
Use latex gloves.
Hallway Disclosures
“My heart is crying blood for my city and my people”
Scrub, wash, and cleanse of all impurities
Sunday