A Place for Grief

It is September 19, 2022. I am one month into my first year of medical school,

A Turn for the Worse

My stomach had blown up like a basketball. The discomfort was like previous episodes of constipation I have had as a result of Parkinson’s. A week ago, I had asked a fellow Parkinson’s patient how he got diagnosed. He said he had ten years of constipation, which turns out can be a serious complication of …

Space and a Half

“With fear, faith, and love, draw near.” This was sung before receiving

Peering Over the Edge

One Halloween in grade school, my parents solicited the help of my three

In the Shallows

My father was a professor of biology. His children were his first students. He

Wait – what’s my race?

On my first of many standardized exams, I remember being stumped by the question:

Web of Causation

Spiders are living in the bathtub

Paper Corpses

Tell us your life story.

It All Depends

I cannot for the life of me figure out or pretend to know what the clerk at

Headlights

“So, how did you get into medical school?”

This Cold

There is a strange immediacy to the feeling of being cold.

Diabetic

As a young adult living with Type 1 diabetes, I have heard more misconceptions about diabetes than I care to remember.

Hope Springs Eternal

This piece is dedicated to my dear friend Maddie, who was diagnosed with Stage III Melanoma at the age of 23.

You Are Worth It

The library is cold and silent late on a Friday night and my body and mind are tired but,

The Unspoken Fraternity

Stephen was built like an ox, his broad frame barely squeezing into the

Day One

As I begin my first day as an intern in the ICU, a nurse I’ve never met greets me

Jannigje (Jean)

I wish I had known you.

Strange Gifts

DNA is the great cosmic irony. It is a catalogue of existence, containing all requisites for life.

Bear Lake

Exactly 5 years and 3 months since his death